disconnecting

So much is going on...

I am trying to disconnect from all my social networks and trying to refocus on getting a job and family. I have been distracted. Since graduating i have felt useless and worthless. I have to find a place i feel i belong again...

also breaking up with Jenn if that is possible... I am doing my usual asshole move so its easy for her to walk away. I mean its not like we are even going out, but she still might be my longest relationship.... Just wanna see her happy and i can make her happy... Its sooo hard to do.

Trying to get all my affairs in order just incase i find a job out of state or country...